LISTEN . . please? {♥} chainedwonderland v3.0

Welcome to my wonderland. This is my blog - a place to rant, rave, and roll about anything and everything. Please, no spamming. No cursing. No flaming. I'm entitled to my own opinion, and if you don't like it, press the red [x] to exit.

..while I may be a happy-go-lucky person at times, I am a big dreamer. I love Japanese things, especially the Gothic and Punk stuff..and Ayumi Hamasaki. I also love Anna Sui-ish graphic art. I enjoy singing, composing, drawing, doodling, surfing the net, watching TV, reading, designing clothes, and sleeping. I try my best not to judge people, but I do have the tendency to be snobbish or stupid at times, but I'm not perfect - nor is anyone else. I believe that all people are born with talent, and that everyone is unique. And if you have a problem with that, then get out.
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mimegirl drawing and coding by me, made with Adobe Photoshop CS2. Pixel graphics from Sugar Pink. Music from RadioBlog. Toys and emoticons from Kao-ani.

Sunday, August 31, 2008 noooooo waaaaaai.

Pop Addicted has just closed down.

Why, Nox, why?!

For those of you who don't know, Pop Addicted is(or..used to be) a music blog where I used to be a contributor(as in, I post/review music). And at the height of its popularity, NIKKI(a.k.a. Nox, the admin) JUST HAD TO CLOSE IT DOWN?!

How very The OC-Mischa Barton-being killed-like.

Fine. It's not my blog. But I've grown to love it. I was actually attached to it. I met new people, discovered new music, and got to share my favorite tracks to people around the globe. (and since Nox did all the promotions and stuff, I didn't have to worry about having no audience).

But it just HAD TO CLOSE DOWN. It's like..buying a piece of gold, waiting for the prices to rise, then giving it away.

Couldn't you at lease keep it open?

Oh well. I repeat, it's not my blog. This is merely my opinion. But I will miss Pop Addicted and the Pop Addicted family.

To everyone who kept watch of Pop Addicted, thank you sooooooooo much(even the flamer who called me a lazy a**). Your comments meant so much to me, and I started using Photoshop again! And now..this blog is my personal space. No rules to follow(for me, at least)..or formats..or deadlines.

But still. I'm gonna miss BeE, GUI, Angel, RoRo, Reira, and everyone else. Pop Addicted wasn't just a blog. It was..a family. And I can't believe it's ending.

This may be the end for Pop Addicted, but this is only the beginning for Chained ♥ Wonderland.

Yuki

Saturday, August 30, 2008 empty.

..that's just how I feel at the moment. I'm content, but not content. Happy, but sad. Sad, but happy.

Maybe it's because I'm aware of the fact that a friend of mine hates me now, more than ever.

And everytime I explain my side, she resists.

I'm tired of it.

I don't hate her. But I don't wanna see her right now.

And I wish she'd grow up.

Yuki

how low can you get?

We watched Florante at Laura(a Filipino classic) at SM, and..it was a love story. Nothing much to say here.

What disappointed me was how my seatmates were reacting. They were insulting this actress - "yuck, ang pangit, ang taba..(yuck, she's so fat and ugly..)"

Before you start talking trash, ask yourself: are YOU perfect? Obviously, no. Noone is. No matter how many things you're good at, you can NEVER be perfect. Nor can anyone else. So why are you hitting on people you don't even know?

I secretly dream of being a singer of some sort, but I wouldn't wanna go through how stupid people are going to make fun of me - especially since I'm not really physically pretty. But somehow, I'm happy with myself.

I guess my seatmates were insecure about themselves - that's why they started bashing on an innocent person. That's probably why people insult other people on purpose - they're insecure about themselves. Well, I think it's crap. If you're insecure about yourself, that's your problem. Not ours. Don't blame us for your stupidity. Because we're happy about ourselves.

Now if only everyone understood that.

Yuki