Monday, October 13, 2008
me.and.my.goals.
Goals are supposed to motivate you, right?
How come it's dragging me down?!
So..I went surfing around for Neopets screenies(FYI: people take screenshots, or "screenies", in Neopets, whenever something great, rare, funny, weird, or glitchy happens, and then they post it in their petpages.) - and got a bit jealous of the people who got screenies of their bank account. They all had, like, 5 million at least. I actually saw someone who had a daily interest of 10,000. WTF..that's how much I earn in a day! So right after going out of the internet cafe, I started writing down my "Neo-goals":
- access to the labray
- a game trophy(come on, just ONE! do I suck that much!?)
- 4 painted pets(one will be my "lab rat")
- 200 avatars
- be a genius at restocking
- earn the "Ultimate Riches" title
- be a battledome-r
- be a kad feeder
ugh. I looked at myself, and thought, "your account's been up for more than a year, how come you haven't achieved any of those?!"
well, let me give you some reasons:
- I was stupid enough to get SCAMMED..and lost 700k.
- I bought a Snowbunny for 500k, expecting the price to go higher..then, the pound opens and it drops to 100k!
- I bought a cloud PB for 300k, and painted my jubjub, then..after about a week, Tarla gives away those precious paint brushes and the price drops to 80k!
- I was actually stupid enough to give away a 30k item to a "friend" of mine, who also stole Php600 from me in real life, but won't admit it.
Ugh. will I ever get there?!
The best way to get there is, of coure..to DO THE DAILIES AND PLAY GAMES EVERYDAY.
But I can't.
Why?
Because I made another list of goals - this time, for real life:
- master HTML and Flash
- run my own graphics website
- be thinner
- own more "you can't help but be jealous" stuff
- perfect the art of SEWING USING an *effing* machine!
- be FLUENT in Japanese
- read Japanese text really fast, like how we read English text
- read and write notes really fast, like how we read and write English text
- be really good at playing the piano
- sightread!
- finish writing a novel
- grow my hair
- end Frog Dissection *shudder*
- get teh Best in Music..again..or Math or English award.
- learn how to do technical stuff for recording and arranging music
- be a composer/singer(as in, officially)
- master the art of PIXELLING.
And the list goes on and on..
Noone's perfect, but would it hurt to try?
(That's a yes.)
Maybe when I'm 65, then I'll complete my goals.
I'm only human, I can't achieve all those by the time I'm 18!
..I think.
I hate my stupid laziness. I wish I could spend the whole day everyday doing something to achieve those goals.
..but as I said, I'm only human.
Yuki
