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..while I may be a happy-go-lucky person at times, I am a big dreamer. I love Japanese things, especially the Gothic and Punk stuff..and Ayumi Hamasaki. I also love Anna Sui-ish graphic art. I enjoy singing, composing, drawing, doodling, surfing the net, watching TV, reading, designing clothes, and sleeping. I try my best not to judge people, but I do have the tendency to be snobbish or stupid at times, but I'm not perfect - nor is anyone else. I believe that all people are born with talent, and that everyone is unique. And if you have a problem with that, then get out.
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Friday, September 12, 2008

the end? or the beginning.
..I had to hide my tears yesterday.
I'm gonna miss 8-damselfly soooooooo much.
And Ma'am Liza(our English ST who does the teaching job so much better than our official teacher).
And the cherubs.
And Nicole/Al'ya/Janina.

imagine not saying these for two months:

"chorva. crap. putakteh. oh. ah, interesting. ooh!. nyahaha. auh. shem. shet. potek. gagi. sira. lang hiya. happeh. ano kaya yun?!. ewan. watebah."(and so on..)

...two months!
gaaaah.

moving on, Kurama's dad told me that gadgets are really cheap in Malaysia.
So I made a wishlist:

PSP
Nitendo DS
Digital Camera
External Hard Drive - 500gigs!
laptop

I'm not sure if I'm gonna be able to buy them all, but if I do, I'm gonna get them in PINK.

Pink makes the world go round! xD

And suddenly, I feel so un-creative.
I feel like..the only thing I'm good at is copying other people's works, modifying them, and claiming them as my own.

And that sucks. I can't create anything by myself.

Art..is supposed to reflect YOUR emotions, expressions, opinions.....NOT OTHER PEOPLE's!!!!!

and....designing. I have, er, designer's block. I'm out of ideas. My mind has stretched to its full capacity.

and composing? I'm getting tunes in my head, but I suck at transcribing them into notes.

and inventing music videos . . . again, my mind has stretched already. None here.

and writing..I suck. nuff said. (read the posts if you don't believe me)

I really wanna be a great artist/designer/composer/director, but I think I'm out of creativity.

on a side note, reading Florante at Laura combined with vague scenes of Six Cycle Mind's Prinsesa video made me think of an IDEA.

Filipino folk stuff + modern punk goth = IDEA.

haha, weird I know, but..trust me. It'll work out. Somehow.

Yuki