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..while I may be a happy-go-lucky person at times, I am a big dreamer. I love Japanese things, especially the Gothic and Punk stuff..and Ayumi Hamasaki. I also love Anna Sui-ish graphic art. I enjoy singing, composing, drawing, doodling, surfing the net, watching TV, reading, designing clothes, and sleeping. I try my best not to judge people, but I do have the tendency to be snobbish or stupid at times, but I'm not perfect - nor is anyone else. I believe that all people are born with talent, and that everyone is unique. And if you have a problem with that, then get out.
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Saturday, November 15, 2008

hate it, hate it, hate it.





..so I just arrived home a little while ago.
and I'm a bit depressed.
I feel like..I didn't make the most of my trip.
I only started enjoying it like, two weeks before we left.
And now, I'm stuck in Manila, where it's filthy and dirty and not clean and green like Kuala Lumpur.

..and I already miss Ching and Mew Ling.
Yesterday . . we said our last(for now) goodbyes.
But my "goodbye" didn't sound like the "I won't see you for a long time, so I really wanna treasure this sad moment" goodbye - it was more like, "I'll see you again tommorow, take care!" goodbye. I wish I made that moment last longer. The fact that it'd be a long time before we meet again only hit me when we were already in the elevator, going to our rooms to pack our bags. I don't think I could thank those two girls enough. Without them(and tito Jae and tita Shoty), our trip would've really sucked big time. I look at them like . . like big sisters. I'm gonna miss them.

And we arrived home safely, but once we got in our house we were like, "WHOA." My uncle, who was supposed to clean the house every one to two weeks while we were gone, NEVER CAME. EVER. So our house was REALLY DIRTY and DUSTY and DISGUSTING. My dad was really pissed off - he was expecting to just sleep once we got home, but now he has to CLEAN. Argh.

During the first few days of my stay, I was looking forward to going back home 'coz I was in some sort of a culture shock and out flat in UM really stinked(and ever since Sunday, there hasn't been any water in the bathrooms - good thing we moved in to YMCA last Wednesday). But now, I'm like.."WHAT is it that I missed about the Philippines?!" This is MY blog, so I'm gonna be honest: I LOVE the Philippine culture and history, but I hate the country and the modern people. Why? Because most of us are lazy, selfish, corrupt..(I could go on and on..) and if you think I'm exaggerating, wait until you go to another country(say, Malaysia?) - and THEN you'll see what I'm talking about.

But the things I do love about my country is that we're a free country, and we're integrated. Malaysia is actually...not-so-free. It's like you have to bow down to the "masters"(the government) or die(no, not really - more like, be blacklisted). And judging from tourism ads and stuff, I thought they were really integrated and were a mix of different cultures and stuff. Actually, it's more like having three very different races and putting them under one roof - that's it. The tendency is, the [insert race here] hang out with people from the same race, eat their race's food, follow the race's religion, and so on. It doesn't sound so bad, but you should really see it. They're kind of divided. Like, in a cafeteria, the Malays only sit with Malays and only eat Malay food. So do the Chinese. And the Indians. It was kind of disappointing, actually. Lesson learned: don't trust tourism ads.

But really, besides that, I really like Malaysia and I look forward to going back - or at least leaving this country. I just can't take it anymore.

[more pictures coming!]

Yuki